We all go through changes, anybody that’s been around my story for a while like I have certainly seen I’ve gone through some significant ones The last few years, but you also know having watch that that I’ve stayed positive despite Teacher (cancer) the transplant and all the rest. Why anybody else isn’t being positive is beyond me. Seriously regardless of your circumstance you’ve got to come up with a way to have hope. Otherwise what is the purpose of even taking a step?
“This is what it feels like to heal”. Those of you who watched me go through this process know that that’s what I eventually came to call Pain. I took that word out of my vocabulary and I still don’t use it I actually had to stop and type it because I speak into my phone and I wouldn’t say it. The day that you came in and told me I had to get a spinal tap out of the blue, I said let’s go and we got up right then and walked up and laid down the table and I said those words and rolled over. It wasn’t successful they had to do it again. I knew I had to get this done I was thrilled to get it done it was awesome I was getting healed. There may have been physical discomfort but there was no “Pain”.
I’m not bragging about what I did and I’m not trying to instruct anybody else and what they should do. And yes we all have big things that happened and it’s hard to stay positive, but all those other things, those little things, perhaps those, and maybe even some of the bigger things, maybe we could lighten up and then a little bit and put a little different light on them
Turn your love light on and keep it on